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Fatima rations left
Fatima rations
'No, the photo is nakhicne, I do not want to be made public, "he said upon seeing the camera. By changing the name, audio and writing stories bhidiyobahekako only on condition that he was willing to talk to us. We face degraded and photograph coaches, agreed. Photos presented mainly from her permission. The Recovery Group, nakhkhipota, his office. 24 May Limbu office when Shreya (name changed) was playing cadres chaurasamga dogs.
He was lured into drug addiction are free her, her advice to those who are now addicted. How he became addicted and thereby how to break free? And, how are now pursuing a normal life? His story his own words: The
Society and partner
I do not know where to start, let's, his story. In Kathmandu, my home. Our family was happy. I am the daughter of the old town. Father's government job, the house had nothing napugdo. 15 years old, class reading of minors. Our neighborhood Gurkha (Indian and British Army) have more. My friend had the same armies and daughters.
Their finances were better than ours. Went with them, Grihashova, khelthem. While they ate with friends smoking. I used to eat you. At first I refused. Sevanabare drug was more or less knowledgeable. It is not trapped, doomed profession, I understood that.
Thamel is near my house. Drugs disturbed eating, sleeping, unconscious man stranded on the way through dekhthem. Words that apply to substances that I was afraid. I made fun of me smoking a course of friends. That you eat daily eating them. "I do not come to eat '' Oh. They must come to hear laughed, made fun of. Cigarette diet subhuman friends, would say weird. Cigarettes are the souls of modern thinking was ranked, us.
.the Lights secretly began smoking
One day, I also try to tobacco tax sathiharukai duty. Was violently cough. Sarkiyo neck. Friends said, "In the beginning it is all the same. 'Peer karamai Taking one-two, one-two Taking began to pull.
Young age and brains, friends, something felt, 'cigarettes are not known so weird.' I have friends too soon to show the modern becoming sikihalem smoking. Later, I began to take home to buy. Home-family .Now I started smoking, the upper roof of the house to go.
Friends told, very uncomfortable at first was smoking. One day, wisdom, learned wisdom two days, a week, so friends can draw smoke billows moments obviously like. That day I felt awkward victory, this over 11 years ago.
Brown sugarasamma marijuana grow
Tandatandai saw smoke, friends, is also taking marijuana and drugs among them. Not compatible, gradually my drug marijuana addiction, the tablet through the drug ate less suruvatama Brown sugarasamma reached cadhihaldo ect. One pinch of brown sugarale laththai literature. Later, it became addictive, friends Magi-Magi calaumthem work. Their pockets were always thick, marijuana-part-I did not know where the drugs.
Public place, was not afraid of drugs Khan. A friend at home and ate. A friend's house, another family was abroad, focused on drugs when we met majaiko safe place. I also have friends to drugs grows dose began to ask for money to buy drugs. Mother paper-pen and started to buy the money to finish all dragsamai.
Whereby in the gymnasium. Is a friend birthday gift, I started to ask money back home, saying newsletter. Then daily for three hundred dollars, I needed drugs. Tablet three hundred rupees now. 50 dollars also kinthem marijuana. All khanthem home where I started to speak falsehood. Father-mother believed. Giving money. The money to pay school fees sidhyaidinthe buy drugs.
Whenever constantly under the influence of the dragsakai. Friends of the same. It would be sitting in the classroom and eat drugs. Are precisely the teacher, not realizing. Drugs found in the morning to eat, evening, found that in future not only would our attention. Khan started to spend one year grew drugs. Daily five rounds and had to eat was a thousand rupees drugs. Became hard to mobilize.
At home, I started to steal money and goods. Where the true mother of that, I hunthem alert. Mother's eyes began to steal money insidious-insidious pulled. My mother knew the paunuhunnathyo. My morale grew. 061 SLC them, was second division. To drugs dose was increased over the years.
I went exposure to drugs would lean. Memory was becoming too weak. Ahraunuhunthyo working mother, birsanthem instantly. One would say the same, I have another lyaidinthem, tolaumthe. I do not know what they could as well. I bujhdinamthem himself. But my mother did not suspect.
I was sitting in one of the streets of Gunta eat marijuana. The whole feel was being lost. I was going to regret. Aphaimdekhi was going to hate. I called my dad, 'father gave me one last time, I would like to improve their, come to me. "I cried. The father came immediately.
Daily Rs stealing, drugs nearest drugstore to buy, eat. Er was tangled in my life. Also openly roamed the open drug buy. If you double the amount when buying medicine doctor felt sallahabinaka. Not doing them. Beyond the more expensive the kinthem, khanthem. Drugs should not worry about anything we ate.
I am too happy to be drowsy and when under the influence of people in this world who would not like the experience. Bloodshot eyes were not red. I was afraid that the house knew his biological father. As I have family members pardinathem before. When headache, stomach ache when the headache when I sutidinthem various pretexts. No doubt the house and did not.
mother saw
Our new home was becoming. Talatala ranked. It was open up. One evening I was eating me sit drugs. I completely dehumanize, mother arrived. I was half unconscious. To know what happened to my mother. Cried tears,. I do not know what's asked. I do not remember well. I do not know what's wrong with that evening, I do not remember.
I knew that the family life of drugs. Show me began to change family behavior. Faith issues. He also asked for money, allowing for assignment. Home furnishings, some lost money directly tersinthem maimathi finger. Drugs had lost all sensation of fear ate. I continued to eat my drugs. Was increasing day by day, spend drugs. My hands began to convulse sunatira money. Corem mother jewelry. The bill is not cheap jewelry cheap fare becnupathryo absence. Think of drugs to eat, hunthem crazy. Forced to sell to buy drugs molten literature.
No day is not money, was no friend also. 'Sick' bhainthyo. There used to abiotic-abiotic activity. Paumdinathem carelessly. My mother would say, 'You Devichowk chair with sutthis. Hamsthis like crazy people. "
Khan was agitated lacking. How strange-strange joy that I used to work. As long as the money only jhumminthe friends. Chatpatinupathryo lack of money alone.
11, was reading. At that time, the daily three thousand dollars, drugs needed me. Brown Sugar had been expensive. Two thousand five hundred rupees found in the brown sugar was reached. Ray must now seven thousand rupees.
police arrested
One day I live with friends Drugs was himdeki. Friends were carrying drugs. Police arrested us. If I did drugs. I was released. Friends were trapped. I never parinam prison, is carefully himdthem. Eat three years drugs. Reading also missed. I wanted improved. But myself. The father enrolled me at Kathmandu Medical Hospital. My treatment began. I sat there for 45 days, was OK. But only physically. Mental as to him. Drugs could not forget. Kathmandu Medical has returned home after a day, I ate drugs again. The same sort of walked. The father put me back to Kathmandu medikalamai. I also wanted to be right. Medikalabhitra was particularly difficult. I shout pagalajhaim Drugs hunger. Fever descended heavily. Washed men. Relax khanyaunjela water, pour the same slips. Medical come-go, just to be, in order to eat it again and lasted many years. But I could not quit drugs completely.
I saw the house, people were frustrated. Reminding me, making treatment were indifferent. I could not see clearly to be right. It was the same look I see the community. But, I think so ignored. My mother would say, 'You shall not be ashamed to walk by that society, create an account.'
I not only eat, worry also started to sell drugs. Birgunj kinthem came to drugs, Kathmandu becthem brought. The risk was, but something that is devouring fear intoxicated to drugs. Drugs to buy, sell one-a man was softly. Was difficult. Not in my house. Hunthame house for many days disappear. Also take care of the house had stopped. It also does not marry that man now well babarda were abused. I mean not to.
The money had been completed. Drugs hunger jaliraheki I was inside. The whole body was taking prior to use. The unsettling, was unsettling. Died of pleasure in the house, broken leg.
Craving for silence, falling hamaphalem
One day I was on drugs. The money had been completed. Drugs hunger jaliraheki I was inside. The whole body was taking prior to use. The unsettling, was unsettling. Died of pleasure in the house, broken leg. I was admitted to the hospital, it is over five centuries. After the relatives would visit the hospital, gave money. Called a friend by sending the money to buy drugs, khanthem. She is also a friend to bring drugs addict drugs. Milthin me great. Bhamciepachi leg I sat for two months at home. Food was spent on drugs. None of my friends also did not come to visit.
I was forced to sit staggered. Mother 'Rehab' rehabilitation bolaidinuhunthyo people. Treatment that my mother was running. Foot relief when I walked outside. Drugs did not eat money. Marijuana was plentiful cheap. I started to walk only eat marijuana. Due to a best friend over drugs tyobicama Esme died. Slander his name.
My many friends beyond the prison were arrested. They were sentenced to ten years in prison. I desperately ekliem. I saw my future will be the same. My life had become completely disorganized. Do not overlook the classroom, nor faith. Read along some friends, doctor, that some engineer known. I said 'tyapini "knew that. I could think, 'Now must correct. "
Pokhara new mobile Rehab
One evening I was sitting on one of the streets of Gunta eat marijuana. The whole feel was being lost. I was going to regret. Aphaimdekhi was going to hate. I called my dad, 'father gave me one last time, I would like to improve their, come to me.'
I cried. The father came immediately. The next day we went to Pokhara. I was enrolled in a new Mobile Rehab. My treatment began. Drugs hunger I kamthem legs. Cooler night sleep. Rucdainathyo food. Fever descended heavily. Bagirahanthyo nose mucus constantly. Zion paumdinathem busy. The pain did not last long. I just went through. Lost appetite came back to sleep. Both physically and mentally, I was fine manner. It took me eight months, to be normal people. The entire right and returned home. From that day to this day I do not discharge drugs.
Sir, I found myself understanding
My wife was right and return to Pokhara. My husband's past all that. He understands me.
I prayogakartakai drugs act in the interests of perception. Friends met, reminded. How right they were also. I came Recovery Group organization. I also came to the day where there is no treatment was. The proposed organization put it to work. I found a job. I am here to work in consultation with drugs users. They satchu his experience. Mix only the provision of the initiation of mine recovery groupama women. Because I know, I have tasted. The problem faced by women when women and men together. Three years ago, I started to work rikobhari groupama. My struggle is continuing.
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